AS I PONDER......

the story of a simple girl

Flash back~2010...

Time really does fly. 2010 has been a wonderful year for me. There was a lot of sweet and also some bad memories happened. So, let's see what happened in my life in 2010...



Early of the year;~
~I got my SPM result which I passed with flying colors. Alhamdullilah. Thanks for the support and love I got through out the year.

~I was on a very long holidays around 3 to 4 months at home. Really having fun killing the time.huhu..I was watching tv, playing computer and sleeping almost all the time. But I really proud of my self because I can speak some of foreign language too like France and Korea which I studied online. I also spent my holiday by baking cakes and biscuits. I certainly loves baking but unfortunately not cooking.huhu...

~I was thinking to get a driving license, but got called to attend PLKN. 27/3- I went to Kem PLKN Teluk Sari,Mersing in Johor. The place was really giving me goosebumps. It was located in the middle of nowhere. I still remember there was this time I went back there after attending PNB's test, I was on the edge of my chair. I wanted to go toilet so badly. Can you imagine? There was no shop, house or some stop where I can go to toilet around 10km from the camp. Only trees and bushes around there. That was the last place if I can't take it anymore. Thank god, I made it to the camp and doing my business right away.=p..That really shows how the place is very isolated. Somehow, I loved that place as it was located near the beach with its white sand and crystal-clear blue ocean. It is hard to believe but I do missed that place so much.



Middle of the year:~
~This time of the year I was busied with all the offer from university. I had to make decision about my future, about what courses should I take, what university should I enrolled and so many other things.

~I got offer from KMS which was just opened this year. I refused to go there thinking of it's 'newness'. Usually they are still not well-equipped and having problems here and there. Thank god, I got offer from UiTM to pursue studies there.

~Again,I was sent to an isolated place. It was surrounded by mountain and more trees. I love the times during raining as it was so cold that you can even see a very thick haze. At least I can imagined as if I were in Ireland or even London.

~Having difficulties to adapt myself. I admitted that I cried a lot.=(..

~My parents got me a laptop,a very cute white HP mini.

~Some of my friends got very lucky were offered to study overseas. I envied them so much. Come to think of it, I loved to study locally as I can see my family,like, everyday. I can go home once every two weeks. huhu...I even got 8 weeks of holidays. What more can you ask?



End of the year:~
~I passed final exam in Sem. 1 with flying colors,I guess. Just enough to get me a place to continue my studies in Sem. 2.

~My older brother got married to a Penang girl. Alhamdullilah, everything went smooth.

~Again, I have to make up my mind on what course should I take to continue my degree. There was some field in my mind right now- Optometry, Science Actuary as suggested by my dad , Medical as suggested by my mum, Biotech, or maybe Biomed. I still in dilemma. Everyone told me to follow my interest. The thing is I do not even know what my interest is.hohoho...


That was all the event happened in my life through out the year 2010. A year full of ups and downs. Thanks to that, I became stronger each day. It will be a few minutes more before 2010 really come to the end. I really thankful for the opportunity given to experience a life as 18-years-old-girl. Alhamdullilah.....I really hope I will be a better person, leading a better life and getting more loves and support from everyone in the year 2011...



There is still a very long way to go..








K-pop and M-pop....





SHINee.......I am totally head over heels with this Korean group. Not only they are so cute and adorable, they also have a very nice and sweet voice. They have many talents too. Not to forget, their great personality. I'm just can't get their names off my brain. SHINee's Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho and Key,sarang-hae. They just totally awesome. huhuhu...


OK, enough with the girlish comment about them. Undeniably, Korea's entertainment industry is just so different from ours. It's like the sky and the earth. huhu... Their songs, movies and dramas are such a hit nowadays. They really did their best in whatever they do. Before, whenever I was on YouTube I will search for Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus and many more artist from the west. I thought that Hollywood was the only place on earth producing high quality artist. But now, it will be all from Korea- K-pop, K-drama and also K-movies. It made me realize that Asian can also competing with the westerner although westerner outnumbered them.


The list of differences of entertainment industry of Korea and Malaysia would be endless. In Korea, their artist would be chosen through audition. The company aiming for some talented kid so that they can be polished to be a great entertainer. The chosen people will be trained for quiet some time, some were trained for over 10 years. The company wanted to produce high quality artist, not only having good looks but also being able to sing and dance. They have what some said, full asset.


On the other hand, in Malaysia, it will be all about the looks. Even though kindergarten kids sounds much better than them, they were still chosen just because of their looks. This kind of entertainer will not having a bright future, for sure. The mushrooming of reality shows like AF and Mentor will only make matter worse. Not only the way of winner chosen are questionable, but also the objective of this kind of program which is all about the 'green' from the SMS voting. There were just too many of them who only rely on their looks to get on the shows. Instead of producing more bad quality artist, they should be polishing them more.


In conclusion, taking Korea as an example, our entertainment industry will be able to cast the net wider. Remember, being an entertainer is not just about the looks, it also about how they present themselves.

River cruising..


Last week,my family-K.juju,along,syahir,my parents and I went for river cruising which is one of the famous activity to do in Melaka. Before that,we went to visit my uncle. We even got to watch 2012 movie there. It was so scary and it seems ridiculous at some of the scene. There should not be even one survival when the dooms day come, let alone 3 or more big ships full of survival. It just don't make any sense at all.


Forget about that. After two hours or so the movie ended, finally, my dad took us to the Malacca River Cruise, which I was so eager to go. I just wanted to experience river cruising myself. It seems to be not as I expected. Maybe we went there during twilight. Some of my friends who have been there before said that the best time to ride them was during night, it when all the lights will be switched on and not to mention there will be also rhythmic water fountain in the corner of the river.


There is some pictures of them. It took 45 minutes for one ride. Even though the river stinks, it still have some breath-taking scenery. The scenery was calming and some of the buildings there have their own historical values.








We usually thought of spending our holidays or honeymoon in overseas like Rome, London or Korea, but what we don't realize is that there are still a lot of places in our own country that we haven't fully explored yet. For example, Genting Highlands and Cameron Highlands. Not only it will boost up our country's economy, we can also escape from the hustle bustle of the busy life in cities. So,pack up your things and go for an adventure in our own country.

the burden is off....

I'm so happy right now. Today, I sat for the rest of muet paper-writing,listening and reading. I still have one week of holidays. Time really does fly. I still not having enough fun. I'm so lazy and dreadful to continue with sem 2 in uitm. I'm so lazy updating this blog. Ok then. Adiosa..

MUET fever...


Tomorrow, I'l be sitting for MUET in SMKSA at 11 a.m. I'm so nervous right now. Feeling a little blue, I guess. Hoping for the best. Ben 6, perhaps. Pray for my success,yerp....

Sweet 7 weeks holidays..

Salam,

It seems a very long time since I last wrote in this lovely blog. I was so busy with my campus life. I have just ended my final exam which is bloody hard for me. I hate it when I can not answer them correctly. I am on holidays for 7 weeks. I do not know what to do to fill my empty time. For the time being I am busy revising for MUET speaking test. I do not know what to expect. I am not that into talking myself. I am timid and shy girl. Hoping to get Ben 5 at least.

My friend Fatin had gone to Egypt continuing her studies on medic. I felt so envy with her. But we always keep in touch in fb. She even remembered to wish my birthday which make me felt touched..huhuhu.... I am now so crazy with KOREA. About their hottest boy band, shining SHINEE. The members are- Onew, Jonghyun, handsome Minho ,Key and cute Taemin. My favourite for sure Minho and Taemin. All of them have their own charm. Love them all.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN....

Fasting alone...

Salam,




Ramadhan has come again. I've always waited for Eid-ul Fitr, but ramadhan...mmm... It's kind of tiring and long month for me when I was a child. The weather is always hot and dry during fasting month.


I missed the days when my mum waking me up for 'sahur'. I'll always waking up with my hair so messy.Then my siblings will tease me by telling me that I looked like a lion with my hair all sticking up. Not that I care that time. My aim of waking up is just to 'sahur' and not to fight with them. So,the best way is just ignoring them.Then after 'sahur', I'll be watching TV because if I went straight to bed I'll be throwing up all the food. yuck. Then the long and tiring day started. My mouth dry and wanted water so badly.



I still remember my childhood days where I will be searching for an excuse to not fasting like pretending to not have any energy at all. Then my mum will coax me up by taking me to 'pasar ramadhan' where I can have anything that I wanted. For sure I'll be taking this opportunity to buy all kinds of drink that I saw there. Then, I'll be helping my mum laying the food in the living room. So did my other siblings. While waiting to break our fast, we'll all sat down and begun to stuff all the food into our plate. Though, it seem impossible to finish it all. When the 'azan' begun, I'll be having the cold drink first then only the dates. Then I went to pray first....Just kidding. After stuffing all the food into my stomach then I get myself ready to pray.


During breaking our fast,we watched all kind of channel like my favorite-'Ramadhan Rafique' and National Geographic. Then, I help my mum with the cleaning. After performing 'maghrib', we'll be getting ready to perform 'tarawih'. Sometimes,if my mum and I felt like not going, we spent our night watching TV while eating the 'KUIH RAYA'. I missed that days so much.



But ramadhan this year is different. I've to waking up 'sahur' and breaking fast with my friends instead of my lovely family. Going to 'pasar ramadhan' with my friend and have to do a little calculation with the money I spent there. Not that I care when my mum was the one who paid back then.I really missed home so badly. This is my first ramadhan without my family around. I used to their presence when 'sahur' and breaking fast. But here I felt a little lonely. huhuhu.. It's okay. I am away from them to further my studies. No worries, I'll be home for Eid-ul Fitr. daaa..

exam no more..

yeepppppiieeee..

Exam is over just for now. The last paper was PHYSICS- it was OK for me. Not that hard. I'll be home this Friday. Miss home so much. I've to do lots of work. Thinking of spending the holidays with family and friends. Watching movie will be my priority. No matter what is the tittle. Why is that my clique wanted so freaking bad to watch ECLIPSE?? I do not know what is so special about the movie. For me, the movie is just so RIDICULOUS. A schoolgirl have to choose between her vampire boyfriend or werewolf friend. Does that make any sense to you? Maybe for me it's not that good. I would prefer watching SHREK or TOY STORY. wakaka...That's all. Au revoir. HOME...

EXAM WEEK

Today I sat for math and bio test. The math test seem to be just fine to me. Not to hard and not to easy. But the BIO test really make me momentarily-insane. The structure part really HARD..ARGGHH.. It's applied questions. Hate it. Monday- chem test and Wednesday- physic test. Hoping the other test are not as difficult as BIO's. You know, on my way back I accidentally enter the entrance of R2- surely not my block. I stayed at R1. That's how bad the effect of that BIO paper on me. Entering the wrong block. No wonder the block seems so neat because my block is in total mess as it's still under construction. Luckily, I realize that it's not my block at the entrance. If I enter other person's room that will be more embarrassing. Really to work hard to get 4flat. After exam week will be HOLIDAYS..yeeppie..That's all. Au revoir.

Kehidupan di Kampus..

Allo,


Entry ni aku wat dlam bhase ibunda sempena mnyemarakkan kempen cintai bhase kte...mcam kempen cintai sungai kte plak bunyinye..padahal english aku dah lame tak pkai so cam dah lupe sume grammar uh...camne ar nak amik MUET nnt...pening pale..


So,back to our topic today..First week uh busy ngan MDS-minggu destini siswa..cam destiny's child jek..huhuhu.. asyik dgar taklimat jek...naik bernanah tinge aku...so utk mngelakkn tinge aku brnanah aku dduk blakang tiang beso uh, tido ar... Mse tu aku knal dak Fara,Tieja ngan Myra jek..ngan aku nye roomate ar bdak GANU KITE,Anim.. nsib baek die pndai ckap bhse mlayu stndard sbb die skola kat KISAS, klau tak trpkse ar aku blaja ckap Ganu uh..pnat nak blaja dengung tu...First day je balik bilik pkul 1 pagi..sbb nak urskn borang ntah ape2 ntah.. takpe aku saba ag...yg pling tak saba kne tggu lame gler just nak uruskn borng daftar uh.. hangin jek...nsib bek die mntk maap,dorang ckap frst time urskan bdak seramai kitorang..ade ar dlam 2000 org..


then 2nd week, dah start msuk klas tpi byak prob btul klau u bru bkak nih.. ngan kerusinye tak ckup pastu air-cond plak tkde....aku bkan nak buruk2 kan uitm ar tpi it's true, nothing but the truth.. pastu ade plak lctrr tak msuk klas buat pnat je tggu...mmg byak mase terbuang ar kat sni...huhuhu..ske ati aku je melempiaskan perasaan kat sni..tak psal2 kne blacklisted dek uitm kang...


3rd week,dah mule busy ngan tutorial, lectrr ngan lab.. kje dah mule piling-up.. report kne buat... so klau wat chem uh nak jwpn pling sng adlh anta msj kat my mom..bbrpe mnit kendian jwpn akan dianta dan confirm btul punye....huhu...


view drp bilik aku mmg breath-taking.. dengan bukit-bukau yg menghijau dilatari kerlipan lampu neon di kota raya...eceh... tpi yg aku pling tak than uh-ade je la- SEMUT..asal aku nak mkan je die dtang..asal aku nak blaja je die dtang... rse dah byak gak semut yg dah mati dek penangan jari jemari ku yg mulus lagi tulus ini...wakaka...


minggu ni aku menggagahkan diri balik sorang diri..mane tak nye dri bilik aku nmpak bus-stand..tension au nmpak bdak2 lain balik, aku kne dduk je dlam blik uh...klau ade komp ke tv ke dlam bilik uh takpe gak...yeah dgan duit tmbg rm1 aku naik bas ke klang sentral...pastu pgi tingkat1 beli tiket... ramai gler tanye aku nak pegi mane...fames plak rsenye.. last2 dpat tket 12.30 bus trnsional.. smpai sne 9.30 so tggu ar 3 jam duk stu....bosan siot...nsib bek aku bli utopia ngan cover JB-justin bieber....baby..baby..oohhh... dpat gak mengisi kkosongan jiwa ni.. kat stu gler rmai btul warga asing..bangla,kemboja,pakistan pun ade...aku cam tersesat plak..
smpai kat mlake sntral pkul 3 lebih..trus pgi kuar duit..then, mkan McD...huhuhu...


ok...ade citer nih baek punyer...sure korang jeles punyer....next entry,ok....burbye...


p/s: no pictures can be provided due to the damages that occur to my handphone which will be thrown away as soon I get my allowances which will be next year....understood???gooodd...

Getting ready....

Salam,

These are the pictures of all my things that I will bring to UiTM tomorrow. I repeat -TOMORROW. Time really does fly. In a blink of an eye, I will be a university student. All the best to all my friends. Caiyook....






A day with family..

Salam,

Today my family and I went to Tampin for a stroll. There are a few things that I wanted to buy, actually. So, as usual my lil' brother did his 'taktik' so that my parents agree to treat us at PIZZA HUT. Luckily, his trick worked. We ate as much as we can. We ordered the new recipe- FISH KING PIZZA. It was absolutely scrumptious. Just look at these pictures. Doesn't they look mouth-watering? And for dessert I ordered Triple Pleasure. It was really a pleasure.













UiTM PUNCAK ALAM

These are the pictures of my university starting from 23 may 2010. I'm so eager to study there. Hope I'll succeed and may god bless me. Caiyookkk..












This was taken after the rain in morning.Brrrrrr......




Love this picture.







To my one and only sister...

Ja,

Trimas bebanyak sbb wat kek utk aku ngan ibu ari tu. Sje je nak mencapap kat blog ni.wakaka.. Sedap banget sih ko punye kek wlupun aku dpat mkan skit je -bdak jejans yg abiskan. Kuang ajo btul. Nnt wat bbyk ag utk aku. Thanks again.....








To all my friends..

Salam,


First of all, I am going to wish all mothers in this world a very 'HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY'. Thank you to my mom for bringing me to this world. Love you so much..



And to all my friends who have been so loyal and so kind to me, I wish you best of luck in campus life. Tomorrow, some of my friends will be setting their foot in matriculation. As life in campus has lots of difference than life in school, I hope all of you can adapt yourself well. Do not rely too much on your teacher. Be active in class and do not being too shy to ask questions. If you do, you will be left behind. Campus life will be only once in a lifetime. So benefit this opportunity to bring up the best in your self.


I would like to remind myself too, that nothing is impossible. It is time for you to be self-reliance. There is a proverb which goes 'God helps them that help themselves'. If you have never been to hostel before or never been away from your dearest family and friends, fear not, just be yourself, mingling with others and you will feel right at home. Once again I wish all my friends best of luck and may your dreams will come true. I will remember all of you and thank you for the memories we have been together. So long, my friends...



UiTM PUNCAK ALAM - here I come...

No Kad Pengenalan / My Kad : 920918......
Nama : Z........ A......

TAHNIAH! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut:

KOD : E0001
NAMA PROGRAM PENGAJIAN : ASASI SAINS
IPTA : UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA (UiTM)




Congratulations to me!!!

I don't know what's that means, actually. What I know is, my dad wanted me so badly to take that course. From some research I've done, Asasi Sains is a full time preparatory predegree programme to prepare students for entrance to Science and Technology degree programmes in UiTM or other local public Institutions of Higher Learning (IPTA). The duration of the programme is 2 semesters with 32 credits. Students will be prepared with a strong science background which is required to pursue degree programmes in related courses.

Upon completion of this program, students with a CGPA of at least 2.50 may pursue degree programmes in various Science and Technology related Faculties in UiTM such as:
  1. Faculty of Applied Science
  2. Faculty of Health Sciences
  3. Faculty of Sport Science and Recreation
  4. Faculty of Computer and Mathematical Sciences

Students wishing to pursue degree courses in the

  1. Faculty of Medicine
  2. Faculty of Dentistry or
  3. Faculty of Pharmacy

in UiTM must score a CGPA of at least 3.50. They are then eligible to attend the Pre-Medicine course conducted by the Faculty of Medicine, UiTM. They must also score a Band 3 for their MUET with minimum credits for all science subjects in their SPM examination. Also a minimum of A- in Biology and Chemistry and a B+ in Mathematics and Physics at the Asasi Sains level are required. The course runs for 5 weeks at the end of the second semester with the sole purpose of exposing students to a life at the Faculty of Medicine.


A picture is worth a thousand words

This is my first time being tagged. The task is to choose the 8th picture and tell a story about it. So, here it is.




This is the picture of my brothers with my brother-in-law. It was taken last year during Eid-ul Fitr. My mum got them the same color of 'baju melayu' which make them look like 'nasyid' group. They were so close to each other. Before my sister got married to my bro-in-law, the way to make all my brother like him was so easy. He only have to bring PS2 and PSP whenever he come to visit. They were easily bribed. My elder brother is younger than my bro-in-law. So, my elder brother called my bro-in-law 'abang'. Since my bro-in-law married to his sister, he also called him 'abang'. It is a little bit confusing,isn't it?..wakaka....The thing is they both called each other 'abang'. So, I present to you 6 boys in my life - from upper left B.Awi (bro-in-law), Along, Ewan, Ijat, Syahir and Kopik...I'm a little bit rude, isn't it? Because I just called my brother with names without the 'abang'.Do I looked like I care?.Anyway, thank you for the 'tagger'. Is there such word as 'tagger'? Whatever....That is all.


I'M HOME...

Halloo to my lovely readers,




I've never been expecting the feelings that I feel right now after walking out from PLKN. After I knew that I'll be entering KMS, I felt so damn happy, not because I got the offer it's because I got away from doing all the boring routine there. I'll have to wake up as early as 4.30 just to iron my clothes, to get dressed quickly and for sure, there was no time for me only. There was a lot of things going on there. I have to skipped meal just so I have time to bathe. Sometimes I don't have time to bathe, luckily I have my hero- MY SWEET HONESTY PERFUME. Spray a little bit here and there, then I'm good to go anywhere without being caught by being stink.wakaka..



'Pejabat Pentadbiran'- The place where all the trainees loved to go because it was the only place here equipped with air-cond.



I missed my 'dewan makan'..



'Padang Kawad' ..you can see the sea clearly from here.


Seriously, even though I just got back from Teluk Sari, I started to missed the place so damn much. Realizing that I'll never set my foot again there make me so sad. I started to missed the sweet memories even though I was there for only a month. The CB(character building) class taught me so many things that were vital in life. Even though they would never come out in exam but they were important to keep us survive in this rough world. I was taught of being confident, being responsible and so many things. Life is not only about yourself but it's involve people around you too. Even though, sometimes, I sleep in the class but most of the topics can get through my thick skull and stick on my brain..huhuhu...



The CB class. I was in CB5. The tag line of this class was..-BAEK PUNYEEERR...



This picture was taken at Masjid Teriang. I have to attend 'mini forum' about advantage of ICT, I guess..I slept most of the time,huhuhu...
p.s: I still have fair skin at this time which I don't have it anymore..



Medic- The place where I always visit with my friend, not because we are sick or something, we were actually wanted to use the weighing machine. Good news is I lost 3 kg in 1 month.


My favorite activity was the WATER CONFIDENT. I got the chance to swim at the beach, kayaking and even rafting. I enjoyed myself so much. The water was greenish-blue color which sparkles when the sun shines on them. There was a lot of small island nearby. To name a few, Kerengga Island, Mawar Island and much more. The places there were so beautiful and even perfect for photography. I loved kayaking the most. Rafting was so tiring.



'Water Confident' time...


I even enjoyed 'PT PAGI'. At 6.15 a.m, when others were still sleeping soundly, my friends and I have to exercise. Sometimes we have to do 'larian pantai'. The trail was so long, it seems endless. I got the chance to see the sunrise. It was a breath-taking scenery. I loved 'senam seni' because the trainer was so cute. It was a combination of dancing and exercising. He was dancing like a pro. Did I say that the trainer was cute? No doubt, he was as cute as me..wakaka..



“We can only appreciate the miracle of a sunrise if we have waited in the darkness”


There, I stayed at P10. Can you believe it? By foot, I took 5 minutes to get from there to 'dewan makan'. I started to get hungry by the time I arrived at my dorm. My friends there were being so nice to me. P10 girls- Myra, Syahirah(Oier), Eca,
Combi, Wawa, Suzi, Lin(peah), Sim, Aten, Anis, Mimi, Syamsiah, me, Pei Yun, See Wei(angin panas), Fatin, Azah, Sakinah, Suhada, Shobanah, Nava...I'll always remember all of you forever.



“Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”



I'm dying to get my hands on M-16 guns, but I missed that chance..warrgghhhh..


It was a truly enjoyable and memorable experience even though it was still undeniably exhausting which cause me to sleep anywhere at anytime even when I was standing at 'padang kawad', huhuhu..PLKN TELUK SARI IS THE BEST....

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