WHEN I GROW UP,I WANT TO BE A...

As I ponder about my future,I realized that I haven't decided yet on what job should I do. I asked my mom about this one day.She encouraged me to follow my INTEREST and choose a job that I ENJOY doing it because I will do the same thing for the rest of my life.Then, I did a very long list of things that I loved to work with.Things that I put in the list are human related for sure(I will never work with animals as they are unpredictable,I am afraid that they will kick me if I give them injection or something),computers, and so much more.The list seems endless.But, at the very top of my things-that-I-loved list is definitely- babies and infants.I totally adore them,they are such cute creatures who always deserve someone to pamper them like me.


So,I determined to be a PEDIATRICIAN.I want to change the lives of kids who have problems with their health.I think that they also deserve lives like any normal kids at their age.I want to cure them and 0ffer them a brighter future.They should also be given a chance to fulfill their dreams.Besides,I totally not that fond of treating adult patient as they will be such a nuisance.I will never get bored when handling children.To be one,I should be more patient as they are famous for their tantrum and demanding attitude.It must be hard for a few years , I am still pretty sure I can cope up with them.I want to be a specialist so that I can earn more money.I decided after a few years working in the government sector,I will build my very own clinic for kids only.There,I will paint the wall with colorful colors ,put as much toys as I can and also reward them with sweets and chocolates if they manage to behave better .

I decided to do whatever I can to vanish the fear in their little heart when visiting a doctor in future.I have made up my mind to be a successful PEDIATRICIAN.There will never be a turning back from now onwards.Hope that I can achieve my ambition.May god bless my dream.

Me ,in ten years from now..with one of my patient..








They are such adorable creatures..don't you agree?

secondary school memories.

Time really does fly.It all happened so fast.Feel like yesterday I was in form 1,the day I knew nothing with no friend.I still remember I was so sad because I was not offered to enter the boarding school that I wanted so badly~TKC(tunku kursiah college).I wrote that name(TKC) everywhere I can,from my notebook to my bedroom as a motivation.I was totally,utterly disappointed.I got 5a for my UPSR and the deputy head prefect.It make no sense at all.All my friends from my school had entered prestigious schools like MRSM,MOZAC,etc..

Then,I realized that you can't win every fight .I entered SMKGB's hostel.There,I met people with similar experience.They do not give up just like that,they encouraged me to show that we can also succeed in here too-SMKGB.From then onwards,there would be no turning back.I was determined to do well in my studies.But,my studies began to turn from bad to worse.I got an E for my living skills subject.I have never got an E in my studies before.Thus,my mom took me out from the hostel.I managed to stay there for only 6 months.My mom told me that I can't keep up with the tight schedule there.Besides, my home and school just a walking distance away.It was so near that Ican see my home when I was in my dorm.I slept at 12 midnight and I woke as early as 4.30 in the morning just to bathe.As a result,my body were so tired and I always so sleepy in class.I can barely focus on what my teacher was babbling in front.

It was a sweet memory of me and my friends when the senior held an orientation programme for us.We were given an egg which have the school's chop on it,just in case we want to replace it if they were broken.We were also given a name card which was humongous that you can see the name miles away.I lost the name card actually.When someone break the egg or lost the name card,you will be a 'din beramboi' for boys and 'minah beramboi' for girls.They would be dress up in a humiliating way like putting the 'gayung' on the head,coloring their hair with water color.It was so embarrassing for them.I still remember my best friend becoming one of them,she had to carry a broom with her.She cried so loud,pity her.That activities shouldn't be done because it will cause low self esteem.Thank god,I Was not caught for losing my name card...huhuhu....when we talked about that incident,we both will laugh which make tears rolled down our cheeks .

In form 3,I began to fell in love with one of the boys.Since this blog can be read by everyone in the world, name is not included.Only my closest friend know him.He is every girl's dream as a boyfriend.He fulfilled all the criteria i wanted,tall with spiky hair ,fair skin,and cute.But it was just on the surface.I found out that he was such a PLAYBOY.I don't like him anymore.It was just one of my puppy love.The boys doesn't even know that I have fallen in love with them even my closest friend.I was good in hiding my real feeling..hahaha..From my point of view,love can totally distract someone.Love can also make someone to turn from an excellent student to an average student.That's why I am not having relationship with any boys.It just not the right time for me to get involved in such affair.


When I was in form 4 and form 5,I grew up into a more matured teen.Ilearned the meaning of TRUE FRIEND not TRUE LOVE,yet.There is still a very long journey ahead.A friend should be there in good and also bad condition,she should keep her promise to not break any secret. and also,she should contact us when there is any free time.Even when we are further apart,we still remember each other,calling us to wish birthday. But,you know to find one with such character is so hard now,girls nowadays are very selfish,arrogant and so 'gedik'..Nobody is perfect right.


Still,I missed all my friends dearly.Forgive me if I was such a jerk causing us to argue about stupid things like the position of table in class and others.I really did not mean it.I was so sorry for those who I just can't be friend with.I felt like in two different worlds,not that I am an arrogant girl,I just feel like I was not qualified to be your friend.But, I will still remember all my friends and our sweet memories together.Thank you guys for being my friends.I love you all dearly.Hope that we will succeed in our lives. also hoping our friendship will last forever.Good luck and so long my friends..



The fab four~Wana(me)~Dania~Fatin~Mun




Me with dania.Sorry for causing so much pain in your life and always be the reason you were crying.


Thanks for the sweet memories,girls...


So long,guys...




Girls power~Teha~Dayah~Fara~Mun

thanks for the fond memories...so long...

holiday...

Halooo.Today, I want to tell a story about a girl and her family(me and my family) on their journey to distress themselves.One day, I was visiting my sis in Penang with B.awi,B.ijat and my lil bro-the chubby syahir.The reason for the exhausting journey was to attend my eldest brother's engagement.I was so boring for a day or two there.I was doing nothing but watching TV,eating and sleeping.My sis was working as a teacher so ,she as the new teacher has to take the ridiculous responsibility to attend the green horn form 1 students.

My parents arrived a few days later.The ceremony was held smoothly without interruptions,it just took one and a half hour.That was the quickest engagement ceremony I have ever attended in my entire life...muahhahaha...My bro-in-law was so nervous being the representative for our side that caused him to experience the slip of the tongue.Pity him.All of us laugh which make my stomach ache.Kak julia is my bro's fiancee,she is nice,sweet and caring girl.Before,my bro was a timid and quiet man but after meeting her,he changed to be more talkative and extrovert person.Love really can change a person.

On our way home from Penang the next day,my dad had kindly postponed all his works to bring me,my mom,B.fiq and syahir to GENTING HIGHLANDS.It was an unforgettable memory.My dad brought us to this hotel which look very spooky from the outside not to mention the scary empty store at the lobby.I pleaded my dad to stay at Sri Malaysia but he told me that it will be more costly for him .I felt a little regret for wanting to visit Genting Highlands so badly.The night was so cold as if I was in a freezer or something.I can barely close my eyes,my brain began to visualize silly things like ghost or moving chairs.I slept with my mom.Finally,I can sleep with a few toss and turns.It was FREEZING COLD.

The next day,we took a short trip at the theme park of Gntg Hglnds.I managed to get my dad to agree to enter the SNOW WORLD.We enjoyed ourselves despite of the cold which caused us to shiver badly and our nose went numb.Attached ,are the pics of my family and I on our little trip to GENTING HIGHLANDS.Hope u enjoyed them..

Signboard of GENTING HIGHLANDS which make me so excited..



The spooky hotel see what I meant


Genting Highlands indoor theme park


Syahir in front of the snow world


Waiting for my prince charming...


The view of misty outdoor theme park...


In front of the 'Eiffel tower' with my bro and my mum...

no more spm...

It have been 5 days since I last sat for chem paper -my last paper for SPM.FREEDOM at last.I thought life after SPM will be wonderful but actually it is so boring.I start to miss all my pwen .I regretted for not being close to some of my pwen.I should be more outgoing.Maybe they'll forget me easily as I don't make special memories with them.I really hope I can go to the past and be friend to all of them.I was such a timid girl.I'm so not good in socializing.I'm such an anti-social.Hope that I can change that.

SPM was really hard.I was being so silly for changing the already correct answer,choosing questions that really not up to my level.I felt so helpless when I had no time left to finish my answer.I was also have 2 question unfinished in add math paper..waaaaaarghhh.The list will be on and on.

Since that all my torture had passed,I'm so relieved.Knowing that I won't be able to go back to the past to change all that,now I'll just praying for the best.Now,I do some research on what field to take in university.Let's pray for the best.That's all for now..bye..